Ayumurti’s Blog

do this, do that, on rainy day February 27, 2008

Filed under: life — ayumurti @ 9:31 pm

do this, do that, on my desk.

browsing this, browsing that, on my foxy.

design this, design that, on my AI.

meet this, meet that, many people I met today.

type this, type that, better post this entry soon.


where art thou? February 25, 2008

Filed under: thoughts — ayumurti @ 9:46 pm

is there someone out there who could make me feel calmer?


Slow Me Down February 5, 2008

Filed under: life,music — ayumurti @ 4:46 pm

rushing and racing and running in circles
moving so fast I’m forgetting my purpose
blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic
pace of the world I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I’ve got it together
I’m falling apart

save me
somebody take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don’t let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I’m ready to fall

slow me down
don’t let me live a lie
before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

sometimes I fear that I might disappear
in the blur of fast forward I falter again
forgetting to breathe
I need to sleep
I’m getting nowhere

all that I’ve missed I see in the reflection
pass me while I wasn’t paying attention
tired of rushing, racing and running
I’m falling apart

tell me
oh won’t you take my hand and lead me
slow me down
don’t let love pass me by
just show me how
cause I’m ready to fall

slow me down
don’t let me live a lie
before my life flies by
i need you to slow me down

just show me
i need you to slow me down
slow me down
slow me down

the noise of the world is getting me caught up
chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it
just need to breathe
somebody please
slow me down

This is a song by Emmy Rossum. Yes, Emmy Rossum the actor. She sings and makes album now. This ‘other’ talent could be seen in The Phantom of the Opera (film), a musical drama by Andrew Lloyd Webber. Anyway, I like this song. It reminds me of Imogen Heap‘s songs and the lyric reminds me of the need to slow down (a little bit, hehe). See her music clip here.


Stupido Ritmo January 29, 2008

Filed under: rants — ayumurti @ 2:09 pm

teem eht diputs


Songs that would make soundtracks of my life January 28, 2008

Filed under: daily,music — ayumurti @ 4:16 pm

This post has been in draft-mode since months ago. Didn’t make time enough to write the comment under each song, hehe. So, today, i will! Read on…

A friend mentioned this to me, and yup it’s fun to do. This one is the courtesy of Aan.

First the rules:

  1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
  2. Put it on shuffle mode
  3. Press play (don’t check for the first song played)
  4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
  5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
  6. Don’t lie and try to pretend your cool… just type it in!

So, here are what my ipod got me…

1. Opening Credits: Falls Apart – Sugar Ray

hahaha… interesting indeed

2. Waking Up: I’m On Your Back – Foo Fighter

It’s good to know if there’s someone be there for me

3. First Day At School: Intermezzo – Maliq n d’Essentials

Light. Bright. Let’s go to school

4. Falling In Love: Save Me – Remy Zero

Ah, do save me, lovey…

5. The Relationship: Entracte – Phantom of the Opera

Drama and grande

6. Fight Song: Ijinkan Aku Menyayangimu – Iwan Fals

Actually… hmm…

7. Breaking Up: Kemareen – Syaharani

I will be okay

8. Prom: Coco’s Aria – Opera Teto the Robot

Sweet dance under the moonlight with a bar of chocolate

9. Life: I don’t know what i can save you from – Kings of Convenience

I am myself

10. Mental Breakdown: desire (akustik) – pure saturday

why oh why… my true desire… my precious…

11. Driving: superman – five for fighting

cozy driving in the south jakarta without macet

12. Flashback: ‘sabrina’ theme song- itzhak perlman

flashes of images running through my mind

13. Getting Back Together: angel of music – phantom of the opera

my only angel…

14. Wedding: i alone – live

dear guests, please wear punk or gothic outfit

15. Birth of Child: tentang cita – white shoes

hello little you!

16. Final Battle: delman – csc

Better we take delman for a riding

17. Death Scene: the more you ignore me (the closer i get) – morrissey

Teasing with a scene

18. Funeral Song: don’t dream it’s over – crowded house

definitely the dream is over…

19. End credits: hide and seek – imogen heap

my favorite part


Meh Inc. January 9, 2008

Filed under: life,thoughts — ayumurti @ 11:52 pm

MEH. Aargh!



2008: New Year. New Hope. New Dream. January 7, 2008

Filed under: life,music — ayumurti @ 9:59 pm

Hey everyone. Happy New Year 2008! Hope this year will be a wonderful one and bright as the sun :)

As for the moment, I enjoy listening this quite old song “Merindukanmu” sung by Minoru.


Jika kau, dengar hatiku,
berbisik memanggil, namamu
Bayangmu seakan menjelma,
nyata, walau jarak memisahkan

Di sini, sendiri jauh darimu
Kulewati, malam sepi menghujam
Tanpamu, kurasakan mati
Tak seperti, saat kau di sisi

Ku merindukanmu..

Ku pandang, senja memerah
Menyimpan kisah, tentang kau dan aku
Berharap, semua ‘kan berlalu
Hingga tiba, waktu ‘kan, kutemukan mu


Di sini, sendiri jauh darimu
Kulewati, malam sepi..
Tanpamu, kurasakan mati
Tanpamu, tak ada gairah
Kau tulis, namamu, di dalam, hatiku
Dan kau ada, di setiap, mimpiku
Ku merindukanmu…